"Sober" - Tom MacDonald & Madchild ft. Nova Rockafeller

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  1. IAMTS Enterprises

    IAMTS EnterprisesMinute ago

    Truthful music

  2. Drew Blakes

    Drew Blakes2 hours ago

    This just hit me hard. What an amazing song. Great piece of art.

  3. JT Evan

    JT Evan3 hours ago

    I love this song. I can personally relate and this song gives me hope

  4. Sabrina Henderson

    Sabrina Henderson3 hours ago

    *lovesexxx.online* みゃあこさん!ฅ( ̳• ·̫ • ̳ฅ)ニャン TANTA BEYEZAS QUE DIOS A HECHO EN ESTE MUNDO ASERE Y DISEN QUE DIOS ES MALO SI DIOS ES MALO NADIE ES BUENO ASERE MIL GRASIAS POR TANTA BEYESAS I loro stati di salute rispettivi prevenirli ライブ配信の再編ありがとうです!この日のライブ配信は、かならりやばかったですね!1万人を超える人が見ていたもんね(笑)やっぱり人参最高!まさかのカメラ切り忘れでやら1かしたのもドキドキでした!今後は気を51x42371

  5. Tom Cannon

    Tom Cannon5 hours ago

    Tom, I've underappreciated this song. Please keep spitting truth. We need your view point in this crazy world. Those who haven't lived enough life wouldn't understand this song. I've found a new appreciation for this one, after years of following you. Keep up the good work.

  6. boothsrhable

    boothsrhable8 hours ago

    Hey Tom this song that first verse spoke to me. THAT WAS ME. I'm sober now 4days ago and all i can say i hope to live to be a 80 because i wasted half my life learning the wrong way to live. I hope i can pick up the peices and move on. With the record i have and where im at, its been pretty much impossible. Thanks for what you do. You spoke to a heart that i thought long turn to dust and blew away. Not dead inside any more. H.O.G.

  7. Randy Robertson

    Randy Robertson12 hours ago

    Damn dude this song is so real thanks Tom keep telling it how it is.....12 years clean from h, cocaine,meth,pills well really what ever I felt like doing that day

  8. byron22791

    byron2279113 hours ago

    u fucking rock tom!!!

  9. WhatsupWorldful

    WhatsupWorldful17 hours ago

    I ain't ashamed to admit, my 1st day sober. Suboxone and anti depressants, 0 sleep so far, restless legs finally kicked down a notch. I live with family who are always happy, so it makes my journey that much harder. Because I make myself believe I dont deserve the happiness, I give in to the bad side. I'm also off the white now, 3 days for the meth. Fuck man no words could explain this pain, the emotions. The constant thoughts of wanting to be high, and just saying fuck it. Excuse my language, I dont mean to curse. But it's hard not to, it's like cursing is just a baby step to explaining this feeling. Remember when the devil has keys, you have the power to change the lock. Stay safe and stay blessed. God bless you all!

  10. C.R. Ward

    C.R. Ward22 hours ago

    I’m smoking my last few bowls before I go to rehab later this afternoon. I’m going to work on my poetry and mental health while I’m there. Thank you for being an inspiration. Love you brother.

  11. Bruce Marlatt

    Bruce MarlattDay ago

    What up dawg, I'm brucey. I make mistakes every day, got a fifth in my hand in tears and I'm fuckin lost. No matter how hard I try I continuously fuck up and I'm trying so God dam hard.. how's you fuckin do it tom macdonald :(

  12. Bruce Marlatt

    Bruce MarlattDay ago

    I got drugs in my pocket madchild. What the fuck am I to do with them :(

  13. 31Fingers

    31FingersDay ago

    This song fucks me up.....

  14. Brad Parker

    Brad ParkerDay ago

    I lost my Dad to an addiction I never want my son to ever go threw.What I had to go thew. Not having his Dad to talk about adult stuff. So thanks man for the songs my son is 2 and Jams to all your songs

  15. Shawn Mendrek

    Shawn MendrekDay ago

    I started drugs to escape and forget and to cope with many home issues and other things. But when they stop working, you see the truth. You have bigger problems than before you started.

  16. Shawn Mendrek

    Shawn MendrekDay ago

    People who use drugs can be the best friend in the world they are just addicted. Remember drugs makes people steal, lie, kill, ect.

  17. Shawn Mendrek

    Shawn MendrekDay ago

    still not there. just took more pills. only two ways to get past this, quit or die. please pray for me. I am tired of being on the edge.

  18. Hayley Pulliam

    Hayley PulliamDay ago

    Good job! Me and my friend really like your music video!. It's really good for a music video I really like it .

  19. Mae Chapman

    Mae ChapmanDay ago

    *xxxdates.online* みゃあこさん!ฅ( ̳• ·̫ • ̳ฅ)ニャン TANTA BEYEZAS QUE DIOS A HECHO EN ESTE MUNDO ASERE Y DISEN QUE DIOS ES MALO SI DIOS ES MALO NADIE ES BUENO ASERE MIL GRASIAS POR TANTA BEYESAS I loro stati di salute rispettivi prevenirli ライブ配信の再編ありがとうです!この日のライブ配信は、かならりやばかったですね!1万人を超える人が見ていたもんね(笑)やっぱり人参最高!まさかのカメラ切り忘れでやら1かしたのもドキドキでした!今後は気を51x29725

  20. Ibe Smokalot420

    Ibe Smokalot420Day ago

    6/1/18 first day of my life clean after 22years of pills/xtc/coke! God bless everyone. Your not alone!!!!

  21. Willie Desmond

    Willie Desmond2 days ago

    Not a big Tom Macdonald fan but this song hits home its catchy madchild is dope love his music only hearing it 6 months and I cant get enough big fan

  22. Jim Hunter

    Jim Hunter2 days ago

    We have millions of Americans like this dying of drug overdoses .. small businesses closing up because of the lockdowns ....and Biden's first concern is giving amnesty to 30 million illegal aliens .

  23. Xq142

    Xq1422 days ago

    Tom THANK YOU for that video. Been SOBER 407 DAYS, STAY STRONG God loves you GOD BLESS

  24. Eric Macdonald

    Eric Macdonald2 days ago

    I’ve battled with drugs and alachol haven’t done drugs in a year and booze 1 month this songs helps me keeep sober thanks Tom your are the Man U speaker about people’s pains and addictions and it is truley amazings how much u can relate to people and make a song to help .......thanks brother you are the man

  25. Christopher Smith

    Christopher Smith2 days ago

    I'm trying to "finish up" my sobriety right now. Yeah I've been on the wagon for a while now but as Madchild say I've left one for dragging this whole time but time to stuff that thing into the wagon one way or another!

  26. Limitless Mind Designs

    Limitless Mind Designs2 days ago

    Tom thinks🥺.we need a artist like this with relevance,empathy and love and wisdom🔥shoutout to all you are battling and have recovered😍yall the real ones🥺🤧

  27. Kyle Sweeney

    Kyle Sweeney3 days ago

    Bunch of Spartans we are . Arrooo!!

  28. Kyle Sweeney

    Kyle Sweeney3 days ago

    Thank you

  29. Daniel Chapman

    Daniel Chapman3 days ago

    Nova 🤙 🦍

  30. TERDferguson

    TERDferguson3 days ago

    there was someone that messaged me on here but i cant find them and i need help

  31. Kyria Sandlin

    Kyria Sandlin3 days ago

    After I cheated on people I needed and lied tryna hide from the guy that I was Then I got sober, the madness was over, now I am proud of the man I've become. I felt that

  32. Jeremiah Kirby

    Jeremiah Kirby3 days ago

    Don't song along back ground says amen

  33. Matthew Steenbergen

    Matthew Steenbergen3 days ago

    I Drink Its Not Easy I want to Quit But Afraid to Cold Turkey

  34. Christine's Creations Espinosa

    Christine's Creations Espinosa3 days ago

    As a recovering drug addict I can say this song is everything.

  35. Charles Keast

    Charles Keast3 days ago

    I'm on my 3rd day clean from heroin and it surely isnt easy

  36. Pete G.

    Pete G.Day ago

    One foot in front of the other bro. It will be worth it for sure!

  37. Colin Killian

    Colin Killian4 days ago

    I'm addicted to subutex, they gave it to me after becoming addicted to oxy that the VA gave me for 4 years after being wounded in Afghanistan..I want off it so bad, but it's hard and I'm going to try and quite again tomorrow..

  38. Snap Crackle Pop

    Snap Crackle Pop4 days ago

    I appreciate the consistent messages of truth you are spittin'.. I never heard of u but am currently binge watching your content and I have to say, its quality.👌 Keep fighting the good fight.👊 MUCH LOVE.❤✌

  39. David E

    David E4 days ago

    Man, I wish I was ready. So many stupid mistakes. So much pain I've caused the ones that love me. I've had a lot of addictions throughout my life and I've beat every one of them... except alcohol and nicotine.

  40. TeaSToRM

    TeaSToRM4 days ago

    after i drunk till all my teeth rotted out hits hard for me and im still drinking wtf maybe i need to sober up thanks Tom

  41. melisa beard

    melisa beard4 days ago

    To all that are clean! Keep it up! And Tom thank you. I put the bottle down. ❤👏

  42. melisa beard

    melisa beard4 days ago

    I guess I shouldn't be drinking this fifth of jack Daniels while listening to this..... I just wanna sleep tonight . I just wanna sleep. 2020 worst year in history. I lost my self this year.

  43. Bridgette Anderson

    Bridgette Anderson4 days ago

    Who doesn't love this guy

  44. Brian Jardine

    Brian Jardine4 days ago

    I know this is a song about being sober but it fits with depression also

  45. Drunken Gamer

    Drunken Gamer4 days ago

    very powerful song

  46. r ottman

    r ottman4 days ago

    This song makes me fight every day to stay clean fuck that dark road. Thank you

  47. N0 Gimmicks

    N0 Gimmicks4 days ago

    I stopped drinking and doing xans...I felt like I was dying! Can‘t describe the feelings I had from the in and outside. Wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy! Then my best friends who were like brothers left me when I needed them the most... cause they been busy chasing girls and drugs. Plus after that I kept smoking weed but it wasn’t enough without alcohol or xans...So one night i started doing coke. I was basically back to square one. I’m fighting hard. Also making Music, and working out helped a lot! But I’m still in between sometimes anxiety and depression keeps me coming back. The only reason I’ll say that on YT is please anyone who is still young and dumb..Never ever even try this BS! Health > Wealth! Also thanks Tom for being real and honest... you inspired a lot.

  48. ghoster

    ghoster4 days ago

    no one should have to bury their child. rip

  49. kyle langdon

    kyle langdon5 days ago

    AWESOME MAN." After i drank till i rotted my teethout my head, got infections in all of my gums" this is what i'm dealing with right now...ive been an addict for 10 years just got diagnosed with HEP C , teeth rotting out etcc.. but im getting through it. and man ive listened to 20 of your songs in the past 2 weeks you are an amazing artist and nova! YUHHH!!!

  50. Jamela Lynn

    Jamela Lynn5 days ago

    Having another bad night, one of them uncontrollably sad ones. Once I pulled myself physically off the floor, face soaked, I turn on your videos. Your message is so real, you're a real person that I can relate to. You and Nova help me through these rough times, might have even saved me.

  51. ADerpyReality

    ADerpyReality5 days ago

    85lb overweight... Yeah that can be part of addiction and another factor for depression.

  52. Mark Smith

    Mark Smith5 days ago

    I’m a recovering alcoholic and fight this war daily, every time relapse crosses my mind I listen to your music. Thank you Tom Nova and Madchild. Y’all are life savers

  53. turd furguson

    turd furguson5 days ago

    The song was cool I like the concept but the chorus was ask Imo

  54. Cory Hutson

    Cory Hutson5 days ago

    That was Me, Literally. Except the Oil Rigs

  55. Rage 3.0

    Rage 3.05 days ago

    Used to bang meth for almost 20 years. Didnt know how I was gonna stop before it killed me. One day, I just said enough, I was done. No amount of anyone trying to get me to quit or force me just made me do it even harder. The moment that you realize you are done , you are cured. It takes anger, anger at yourself. You have a moment, then realize the stupid and hopeless situation you created for yourself , is a dead end. And I emphasize DEAD. It comes down to this, do I want to live? Or do I want to die. I dont know about anyone else, but Ive always been a fighter, street fighter, life fighter, gutter fighter, self fighter. I have never met a tougher, meaner or ruthless enemy than my own self. I was harder on myself than anyone could have ever been to me. Once I realized that, things just started to fall into place. I know alot of you know exactly what Im talking about. Let go of your hatred towards yourself. Listen , regret is the hardest thing to live with. So stop making more regret, start making something you can be proud of and proud of yourself for doing. Be the person you look up to. I hope these words find their mark. I hope its what you needed to hear. There is hope and you are way stronger than you give yourself credit for. Peace and love to you. Oh and one last thing, HANG IN THERE SOLDIER. Adios.

  56. Alex Sanders

    Alex Sanders5 days ago

    Gotta love chemical dependence, shit makes u feel really hopeless in urself

  57. Bobbie Marie Carroll

    Bobbie Marie Carroll6 days ago

    I've been clean from alcohol for 7 years. And cleaned from opioids for 5 years this song is a testimony from the soul. It just speaks to me. I know it gets better, this is a war i will fight for ever. Im finally the girl i know again. And i am proud of the woman ive become. It brings me to tears... Like i said before im a 100% country music girl but I LOVE TOM MACDONALD. HIS MUSIC IS REAL. AND NOVA YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL GIRL no lie ive listened to this song atleast 10 times in the last hour. Its s great motivatinnal work out song. Makes you push harder and harder since being sober ive gain 80 lbs its crazy, but im getting it together. Working out everyday. Waking up sober thankful for each day i wake up. Its the best high ive ever had!

  58. Artem Alkhatov

    Artem Alkhatov6 days ago


  59. Artem Alkhatov

    Artem Alkhatov6 days ago

    Fuck i feal you guys.

  60. khronosfateless

    khronosfateless6 days ago

    the fact his focus was money shows his focus........ i'd give all the money in the world to just be happy. i never had millions in dollars.... but i had millions in a very good wife and my kids. "AKA money was less then the more important aspect"

  61. KR Standridge

    KR Standridge6 days ago

    Please tell me we will be seeing Nova in another song. Amazing!!!!!!

  62. John D Rocky

    John D Rocky6 days ago

    more please?

  63. JSPowerWashLLC

    JSPowerWashLLC6 days ago

    This was beautiful.

  64. Daniel Nesbit

    Daniel Nesbit6 days ago

    Can totally relate to this

  65. Daniel Nesbit

    Daniel Nesbit6 days ago

    Been sober fourteen years this November first def dif world throygh sober eyes ya dont put up with shit ya used to let slide...word...i like lookin whoever... whenever... in the eye...an theyre the ones the look away now...confident...emotionally sound...somewhat deff work in progress...friends introed me to you style...instant yeah oh hell yeah i can relate...party cant last forever...stay strong... my brutha fruma nutha mutha....

  66. m.u.m ruf

    m.u.m ruf6 days ago

    Ooofffff --- wooow 👍 gets me deep

  67. Mike Thompson

    Mike Thompson6 days ago

    Yesterday I hit a milestone I thought was impossible when I started this I said I wouldn’t last a month yesterday I hit 4 YEARS it wasn’t an easy path but damn the view looks damn good from up here!!

  68. Mary Parker

    Mary Parker6 days ago

    I pray my son gets sober.

  69. Michael Brookhaven

    Michael Brookhaven6 days ago


  70. Kendra I.

    Kendra I.7 days ago

    Clean almost 6 years. Thanks for your voice to such a demon. We need to break this stigma. One day at a time

  71. chris adams

    chris adams7 days ago

    Having no one the talk to after your sober is the worst part about it, felt this.

  72. Kelly

    Kelly7 days ago

    this song touched my soul stay strong in the fight. its a constant battle for sure.

  73. Epsteins spirit

    Epsteins spirit7 days ago

    6 years on H, did 80 days for the first time in life!!! Until I relapsed and am about 6 months in again. I honestly just wanna die instead of dealing with the withdrawals. I just don't care anymore , the faster I die the better Sorry family I wish I wouldn't have to put them thru it,, but I rather die Honestly

  74. muleskinner1975

    muleskinner19757 days ago

    Dude has some real music not like the stuff with no meaning to it this dudes heart is all over his lyrics

  75. TERDferguson

    TERDferguson7 days ago

    the line where it says im finally someone that i know again.?????? i dont know who i was or anything... i dont get how i can just figure that out. im so lost and need help so bad but i cant figure it out

  76. Stacey Beck

    Stacey Beck7 days ago

    I LOVE THIS SONG!!!! my meth habit made me lose almost everything... I now have 10+ years sober !!!!!! this song hits home hard.... I LOVE IT .... Keep doing what you do Tom

  77. Jeysin Cervezas

    Jeysin Cervezas7 days ago

    Another day, another month acheived. 4 months free from drink, over 1 from tobacco. Not where I want to be but better than where I was back in July. Thanks @TomMacDonald for the inspiration to get back on this journey. This is something I plan on fighting until my last breath

  78. Tracy F

    Tracy F7 days ago

    This hits so close to home, it gives me chills and brings tears to my eyes.

  79. Lu L

    Lu L7 days ago

    11 years clean! My wife and children keep me clear. I really don't even think about it anymore. Just happy for what I have

  80. Josh Franklin

    Josh Franklin7 days ago

    This cuts so deep...🙏🙏good luck everyone

  81. Matt

    Matt7 days ago

    Why isnt this on itunes?

  82. Ritchard Thomas

    Ritchard Thomas8 days ago

    I still use I can't stop ,the rehabs around here don't seem to let you quit they are all Christian based, have the evangelical God complex, meaning, if they baptise you, they go to heaven they even crap on the ten commandments, saying " following those aren't going to get you to heaven. The people that run the place, they act like the cops you see on TV shows. Have a very low opinion of just about everyone. And no one really listens,its like they themselves are addicted to pretending to be people of authority and everyone is always in trouble. They really do get off on it. I had six months clean they gave me a "drug test", told me they found pot in my system but the thing they tested me with was a home pregnancy test.with a blue minus sign on it. I told the idiot that it means negative, and I am a man I can't get pregnant. The people at a local aa meeting laughed in my face. I just gave up after 11yrs of this.

  83. Levonmedia

    Levonmedia8 days ago

    nothing but love brotha

  84. Marci Ochs

    Marci Ochs8 days ago

    Madchild, love you always stay strong brother

  85. Marci Ochs

    Marci Ochs8 days ago

    Have so much respect for madchild

  86. Tyler Collins

    Tyler Collins8 days ago

    Would love to meet you just to look you in the eyes shake your hand cause I feel you on every lyric in this song from riches to rags..drugs, alcohol , women.. keep it real fuck the haters.

  87. Domino Perk

    Domino Perk8 days ago

    7 years sober, this song is literally keeping me from drinking this bottle right now

  88. Let's grow together

    Let's grow together8 days ago

    I'm a black girl and this is the only song i cosign on. His other songs are inflammatory rhetoric like Trump

  89. Karl Bona

    Karl Bona8 days ago

    Madchild KILLLLLLLED THIS. straight fire.

  90. Michelle Hiatt

    Michelle Hiatt8 days ago

    🤔👁️... ... 😎🙈🙉🙊

  91. Speuler

    Speuler8 days ago

    336 days. Let's go.

  92. Nø_Nõnsênsé

    Nø_Nõnsênsé8 days ago

    7 years sober from heroin 💪🏼

  93. Michael Jaguar

    Michael Jaguar9 days ago

    If you’re addicted, especially to opiates, look up therapeutic ibogaine sessions. It has helped SO many kick that shit for good! ✊🏽

  94. Brittany Livingston

    Brittany Livingston9 days ago

    You are an inspiration! I hope my brother can get to this point! Thank you for the song. PS Nova is as cute as pie! Love her!

  95. Triton Diaz

    Triton Diaz9 days ago

    I love it 😃

  96. King_Slayer 935

    King_Slayer 9359 days ago

    Proud of everyone here.


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  98. Matt McGaha

    Matt McGaha9 days ago

    Best recovery track out there, you ask me. I love the experience strength and hope.

  99. tom elliott

    tom elliott9 days ago

    Fucking great tune, hits home severely Thanks

  100. Nolani McLeod

    Nolani McLeod9 days ago

    I am addicted to something... I slipped up 2 months ago... I went 7 months without it... I feel like it's always going to haunt me.

  101. Ray Osborne

    Ray Osborne9 days ago

    Hits home not me...my ex...

  102. Charles Stafford

    Charles Stafford9 days ago

    5 years sober. I spent a long time in the darkness of addiction. Doing any drug to get high and escape reality. I truly believe my son saved my life cause when I found out I was gonna be a father I quit. I've spent the last 5 years fighting this war but I'll never fold. To much invested in this shit now. Soto all the recovering addicts stay strong and to all the addicts struggling you're a warrior never give up

  103. David Brunning

    David Brunning9 days ago

    This is one of the best tracks I’ve heard. 10 years upcoming. Respect to you both

  104. Benjamin Audet

    Benjamin Audet9 days ago

    Thanks for this its got me through some hard moments recently 🙏